Is 41:10  “Fear not, for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My right hand of rightness and justice.”

This was one of the verses that the Lord gave me on July 2, 2012, when I was “terrified and dismayed” thinking of the extreme dust and expense in jackhammering all of the satillo tile out of my house.  Little did I know that this would only be the beginning of a barrage of difficulties for the year, coming at approximately one every three days for the past 7 months.  To name a few:

·         3 instances of mold in the house, and another in the rentals, plus an asbestos problem, all causing extreme unexpected expense, in addition to a multitude of crazy plumbing and electrical problems in both places

·       still “temporarily” out of the house after 5 months and still looks barely past demolition stage, drive cracked, ruts in the lawn, dead plants

·         Total of 4 unexpected remodeling projects at the rentals, loss of tenants, angry tenants, upset contractors, threats of lawsuits, furnace fire, seemingly unsolvable problems, all of Steven’s life insurance spent “fixing” and still not finished

Plus a ton of other things.

You know, I was really glad to see 2012 go!

But 2013 “ain’t lookin’ much better”, starting with twenty minutes into the year. 

But then, I look back at that verse, and it says, “I will strengthen and harden you with difficulties.”  And I was thinking…..that’s exactly what these things have all been – difficulties – and that’s exactly what God is doing:  “strengthening and hardening me” with them, just like He promised.  So what is more important to me – a smooth, peaceful life – or that I will become what He desires me to become????

So how are these difficulties strengthening and hardening me?

·         By hammering it into my head that the peace of Christ ruling in me is a command and a choice, regardless of circumstances, and that peace must become the ruling authority rather than fear, uncertainty, despair, or whatever.  Colossians 3:15a  “Let the Peace from Christ rule in your hearts, to which (peace) you were called.”

·         By forcing me to remember that praise and thanks in all circumstances is part of the pathway to that peace.  Colossians 3:15b  “And be thankful always.”  Genesis 13:17, 18  “Arise, walk through the land, the length and the breadth of it” (mentally, walk through and give thanks) “then Abraham…built an altar to the Lord.”

·         By making me doubly aware that “He will send His Angel before you…”  Genesis 24:7 (neither house nor office burned down though potential was high, neither Steven nor I electrocuted when  circumstances should have brought that about, life insurance that we weren’t supposed to have miraculously provided by God preceeding all the need for the money, probable new tenants supplied even before old tenants moved out, place vacated for me to temporarily stay just hours before I needed it)

·         By opening my eyes to the fact that Satan’s first priority would be to distract me (by countless little irritations) from the Kingdom work of the moment and from the Awesome Covenant.  2 Corinthians 3:6  “..Who made us adequate as servants of the New Covenant..”

So, in these ongoing difficulties and problems and troubles (difficulties that will continue on throughout each of our lifetimes),  

Do I…..             
     Lose heart and become overwhelmed?

Or, in them, do I…..
     Hear my Maker calling me?