Is 41:10 “Fear not, for I am with you; do not look
around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and harden you to
difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with
My right hand of rightness and justice.”
This was one of the verses that the Lord gave me on July 2,
2012, when I was “terrified and dismayed” thinking of the extreme dust and
expense in jackhammering all of the satillo tile out of my house. Little did I know that this would only be the
beginning of a barrage of difficulties for the year, coming at approximately
one every three days for the past 7 months. To name a few:
·
3 instances of mold in the house, and another in
the rentals, plus an asbestos problem, all causing extreme unexpected expense,
in addition to a multitude of crazy plumbing and electrical problems in both
places
· still “temporarily” out of the house after 5 months and still looks barely past demolition stage, drive cracked, ruts in the lawn, dead plants
·
Total of 4 unexpected remodeling projects at the
rentals, loss of tenants, angry tenants, upset contractors, threats of
lawsuits, furnace fire, seemingly unsolvable problems, all of Steven’s life
insurance spent “fixing” and still not finished
Plus a ton of other things.
You know, I was really glad to
see 2012 go!
But 2013 “ain’t lookin’ much
better”, starting with twenty minutes into the year.
But then, I look back at that
verse, and it says, “I will strengthen and harden you with difficulties.” And I was thinking…..that’s exactly what
these things have all been – difficulties – and that’s exactly what God is
doing: “strengthening and hardening me”
with them, just like He promised. So
what is more important to me – a smooth, peaceful life – or that I will become
what He desires me to become????
So how are these difficulties strengthening
and hardening me?
·
By hammering
it into my head that the peace of Christ ruling in me is a command and a choice, regardless
of circumstances, and that peace must become the ruling authority rather than
fear, uncertainty, despair, or whatever.
Colossians 3:15a “Let the Peace from Christ rule in your
hearts, to which (peace) you were called.”
·
By forcing
me to remember that praise and thanks in all circumstances is part of the
pathway to that peace. Colossians
3:15b “And be thankful always.” Genesis
13:17, 18 “Arise, walk through the land, the length and the breadth of it”
(mentally, walk through and give thanks) “then
Abraham…built an altar to the Lord.”
·
By making
me doubly aware that “He will send His
Angel before you…” Genesis 24:7
(neither house nor office burned down though potential was high, neither Steven
nor I electrocuted when circumstances
should have brought that about, life insurance that we weren’t supposed to have
miraculously provided by God preceeding all the need for the money, probable
new tenants supplied even before old tenants moved out, place vacated for me to
temporarily stay just hours before I needed it)
·
By
opening my eyes to the fact that Satan’s first priority would be to distract me
(by countless little irritations) from the Kingdom work of the moment and
from the Awesome Covenant. 2
Corinthians 3:6 “..Who made us adequate
as servants of the New Covenant..”
So, in these ongoing difficulties
and problems and troubles (difficulties that will continue on throughout each
of our lifetimes),
Do I…..
Lose heart and become overwhelmed?
Lose heart and become overwhelmed?
Or, in them, do I…..
Hear my Maker calling me?
Hear my Maker calling me?