Let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us . . . Hebrews 12:1

"Let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us . . . " Hebrews 12:1



Almost 18 years ago, life changed in an instant when Steven Sauder sustained a head injury after a car collision. Although there have been many difficulties, God's grace has been clearly evident. The past few years, Steven continued to decline, yet God gave him the strength to "never give up". On May 9, 2011, he reached the end of his journey.



Wednesday, January 30, 2013


Is 41:10  “Fear not, for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My right hand of rightness and justice.”

This was one of the verses that the Lord gave me on July 2, 2012, when I was “terrified and dismayed” thinking of the extreme dust and expense in jackhammering all of the satillo tile out of my house.  Little did I know that this would only be the beginning of a barrage of difficulties for the year, coming at approximately one every three days for the past 7 months.  To name a few:

·         3 instances of mold in the house, and another in the rentals, plus an asbestos problem, all causing extreme unexpected expense, in addition to a multitude of crazy plumbing and electrical problems in both places

·       still “temporarily” out of the house after 5 months and still looks barely past demolition stage, drive cracked, ruts in the lawn, dead plants

·         Total of 4 unexpected remodeling projects at the rentals, loss of tenants, angry tenants, upset contractors, threats of lawsuits, furnace fire, seemingly unsolvable problems, all of Steven’s life insurance spent “fixing” and still not finished

Plus a ton of other things.

You know, I was really glad to see 2012 go!

But 2013 “ain’t lookin’ much better”, starting with twenty minutes into the year. 

But then, I look back at that verse, and it says, “I will strengthen and harden you with difficulties.”  And I was thinking…..that’s exactly what these things have all been – difficulties – and that’s exactly what God is doing:  “strengthening and hardening me” with them, just like He promised.  So what is more important to me – a smooth, peaceful life – or that I will become what He desires me to become????

So how are these difficulties strengthening and hardening me?

·         By hammering it into my head that the peace of Christ ruling in me is a command and a choice, regardless of circumstances, and that peace must become the ruling authority rather than fear, uncertainty, despair, or whatever.  Colossians 3:15a  “Let the Peace from Christ rule in your hearts, to which (peace) you were called.”

·         By forcing me to remember that praise and thanks in all circumstances is part of the pathway to that peace.  Colossians 3:15b  “And be thankful always.”  Genesis 13:17, 18  “Arise, walk through the land, the length and the breadth of it” (mentally, walk through and give thanks) “then Abraham…built an altar to the Lord.”

·         By making me doubly aware that “He will send His Angel before you…”  Genesis 24:7 (neither house nor office burned down though potential was high, neither Steven nor I electrocuted when  circumstances should have brought that about, life insurance that we weren’t supposed to have miraculously provided by God preceeding all the need for the money, probable new tenants supplied even before old tenants moved out, place vacated for me to temporarily stay just hours before I needed it)

·         By opening my eyes to the fact that Satan’s first priority would be to distract me (by countless little irritations) from the Kingdom work of the moment and from the Awesome Covenant.  2 Corinthians 3:6  “..Who made us adequate as servants of the New Covenant..”

So, in these ongoing difficulties and problems and troubles (difficulties that will continue on throughout each of our lifetimes),  

Do I…..             
     Lose heart and become overwhelmed?

Or, in them, do I…..
     Hear my Maker calling me?

 

 

 

 

  

 

Sunday, January 13, 2013

TEMPTATIONS in 2013


In Genesis 20:6, God is speaking in a dream to the king of Gerar, Abimelech, who had taken Abraham's wife, Sarah, into his harem.  Abimelech knew Sarah was Abraham’s sister, but Abraham and Sarah had neglected to say, out of fear and for the second recorded time (Genesis 12:10-20), that Sarah was also Abraham’s wife.  Surprisingly, Abimelech had not come near Sarah, even though she was part of his harem.  God explains why to Abimelech:  “…it was I Who kept you back and spared you from sinning against Me…” 

I have often looked at Genesis 20:6 rejoicing in how God preserved Sarah’s womb for a miracle – the birth of Isaac to 100 year old Abraham.  I previously missed another obvious fact:  this wasn’t only about Isaac; it was also about God sparing Abimelech from falling into temptation and sinning against God.

Six chapters later, in Genesis 26:6-11, amazingly, the process is repeated with Abimelech and his men, only this time it is with Abraham’s son Isaac and Isaac’s wife Rebekah.  “And the men of the place asked him (Isaac) about his wife, and he said, She is my sister; for he was afraid to say, She is my wife – thinking, Lest the men of the place should kill me for Rebekah, because she is attractive and is beautiful to look upon.”  This time, God has Abimelech look out the window at just the right time to see evidence that Rebekah is Isaac’s wife.

James 1:13 says that God tempts no man.  But the evidence seems to suggest that God goes one step further.  He supernaturally protects/removes his children, in His omniscience (all knowing) and His love, from temptation situations that He knows we are not strong enough to bear without falling into sin against Him. 

 I Corinthians 10:13 says, “But God is faithful not to let you be tempted and tried and assayed beyond your ability and strength of resistance and power to endure.”   (This would include not only temptations of the flesh, like Abimelech, but also temptations of the heart, such as anger, pride, fear, worry, unforgiveness, despair, faithlessness, loss of trust.) 

It goes on to say, “But with the temptation, He will also provide the way out (the means of escape) that you may be capable and strong and powerful to bear up under it patiently.”

In this new year of 2013, we can be confident God will not bring upon us a trial carrying with it a temptation beyond our ability to stand up under.  We can know with assurance neither Satan,  situations, or our flesh will tempt us this new year with anything that we do not have the power to say “no” to.  His love and omniscience and power go before us and clear the way for our own faithfulness, obedience, and faith – another example of God’s intimate involvement in our specific minute-by-minute life.  Thank you, Lord, for all the things that you will keep from our pathway this year because You know that we would not be strong enough to bear up under it.  Thank you for the power from You to be overcomers in everything that will come into our life this year.  Your love is awesome!